Prayer

Hi everyone last week I asked a dear friend to be my prayer partner.  In a matter of hours a few of our prayers were already answered.  I had prayed for more people to see my blog so that we could sell more jewelry and bring our baby home.  In a matter of a couple hours linny posted that she wanted people to post their adoption fundraisers on her blog.  I know God is in this adoption and going to provide for it.  It is so easy to look at the world and think (there is no way this adoption will ever happen).  I trust God he will provide and it will be a huge testimony to praise his name when we bring our baby home. I truly believe in the power of coming together and praying.  So I am writing this post to ask for you to pray for another bump in our adoption road.  I am trying my very hardest to not let it get to me to just trust God.  We had our home study done to foster/adopt.  One of the agencies that we are going to use to try to find a domestic adopt match said that our foster/adopt home study is very detailed and much better then most home studies and that they approved our home study accept they need the original.  The foster home study agency gladly gave them any and all info but they are saying that they won't give the agency the original because they think the agency is going to charge me for the home study.  I told the foster agency social worker that this agency won't charge me for the home study they only charge for the placement fees.  I have my entire file turned in including my profile.  The only thing that is stopping the adoption agency from matching us with a birth mom is that the word copy is on our home study.  It is only on one page of the home study. 

Those of you who have gone through the home study process know that it is a looooong process.  I don't know what we will do if we have to redo an entire home study over the difference between a copy and an original.  So please pray for God to move this mountain quickly and for me to keep trusting in him and his plan.  It is so easy to get discouraged when I see how much money I still need to raise and have bumps like this along the way.  I refuse to let the doubt take over.  Instead I am going to pray.  The adoption agency said that they have received several foster to adopt home studies from the different states and have never had someone refuse to send an original.  That is why I have this song playing because I know that God can overcome anything and all the praise will go to him.  Also if any of you have any adoption hurdles you want my prayer partner and I to pray for message me or put it in the comments.  It is amazing what coming together and praying can do.  God is listening we just have to ask. 

Philippians 4:6-7

 Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.

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What's Next

Ayla decided that she wanted to play with play-do [naked]

I convinced her to put some clothes on [it's chilly]

and didn't know where the play-do would windup

not what this post is about but we have been doing some serious play-do playing this morning

and she cracks me up

We have made a decision and we are going to do a domestic adoption.  We are still in the process of foster adoption and waiting for a match but that could be years.  I have more to say about the kids that are slipping through the cracks of the foster care system and the sadness it brings me that I can't do anything about it but I will save that for another post.  I have learned that there is a great need to adopt African American and biracial babies. We had not planned on doing the whole newborn baby thing again since we had been planning on adopting an older child.  When Ayla was one I sold and gave away nearly every baby item we had. Now for some reason we are over the moon excited to bring a baby home and maybe that is why God had us go through the tragedy we did with an older child so that we would open our eyes to the babies that need homes.  Most of the parents that adopt babies in America are Caucasian couples that want Caucasian babies that look like them. To Eli and I the color of skin has absolutely nothing to do with love.   We are called to care for orphans (not just orphans that look like us).  Sometimes there are AA babies born that don't have adoptive parents lined up yet and they need a home fast.  I just read a blog where a family adopted two AA babies and they were the only option that the birth mother had to pick for her son. You can read more about her view on domestic adoption here.  Anyhow this babies are put up for adoption so that they are not aborted or put into the foster care system.   Because [thankfully] they are not yet part of the foster care system they are usually placed through an adoption agency which means it is very expensive.  We unfortunately do not have 20k laying around.  A couple weeks ago I filled out an application with an adoption agency to get the process started.  We got a call only a couple days later with a possible match that we could pursue.  The birth mom was due in only two weeks!  I have been on this adoption journey for 9 months submitting my home study to any child that was in our age group getting nowhere and she is sitting here on the phone telling me that I could be a mother to this baby in two weeks! 

Unfortunately this baby came with a 20k ransom.  I hadn't even started fundraising yet.  20k needed in two weeks.  We were not prepared and we had to pass on this situation.  I immediately cried when I got off the phone.  I prayed for that baby to be adopted into a loving Christian home. To say no to a baby that needs a loving home because of money did not feel right.  So I am going to do every and anything to save the funds so that we can pay the ransom needed to bring our baby home.  I realized about 90% of people that adopt do fundraisers to raise the money for part of the adoption cost and God blesses there fundraising efforts so that they can bring their child home.  So keep your eye out on my blog I have lots of jewelry from Uganda on the way.  This jewelry helps support families in Uganda and will help bring our baby home to their forever family.  I am also in the process of creating a t-shirt. So please spread the word and be a part of giving a child a family.  As soon as we raise the funds our baby could be home in just a couple months

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